First time playing golf...

Ok so for the very first time ever in my life I decided to learn how to play golf. Not mini golf actual golf. My grandma has a space set up for playing golf like shes got the hole and everything... well anyway I thought i was doing pretty good until my dad smacked it and it went flying and i was all ive gotta try that! So I was doing pretty good and the next time i smacked it i was all where did it go? Then all the sudden I hear a huge crash! and then I hear my dad screm "Amanda! You broke the window!!" I didnt even know I could hit it that far! Everyone thought it was funny tho..

Leaving for Texas

Just cuz im going to texas for two weeks doesnt mean Im not gonna need someone to talk to, I'll be at my grandmas house on Wednesday so talk to me :) Email me, write on my facebook wall, whatever or just talk to me on blogger :) but my email is ahp226@yahoo.com email me any time not just within the next two weeks :) I check my email pretty much everyday so Im not one of those people who never respond (I hate that!) haha

Got a lot on my mind, need someone to talk to..

It seems like ever since my 14th birthday Im sad or depressed almost all the time! Theres too much drama even when school got out so that sucks, and on top of that the friends that I do hang out with are turning into huge jerks! Even my own best friend! At the beach yesterday its like she did everything possible to make me mad I just can't explain it, and plus everytime I do make a comment about something she says or does to me that hurts my feelings(especially in front of other people) she says something like well you do the same thing or something to just make it sound like its my fault and that just makes me feel worse. And since we were at the beach I didnt want to show my feelings , I guess?, I dont really know how to word it, but in the car ride back and at my house I couldnt stop thinking about it! and I went home and literally start crying, which is what I wouldve done but like I said i was trying to hide my feelings, I guess my point is I try to hide my feelings all the time and i always seem depressed but I dont wanna hide my feelings anymore and I just need someone to talk to...

Totally bummed...

So Im really bummed Im missing out on six flags :( I wish I was old enough to have a job so i can actually get money! haha, so that sucks, well since i didnt go to six flags I guess I won't see you guys for 3 weeks :/ Anyone who is going to the beach thursday i'll see but after that Im going to texas. We leave Sunday morning really early so before church. Ok well bye for 3 weeks. Im staying at my grandmas house so i'll still be on blogger and facebook...

My new haircut

and now its even more in my face then it was b4 haha.

Midnight blogging 4 (man these are getting boring haha)

um well im talking to catie on aim right now so i'm not as bored as i usually am... I have gummi bears and im eating them! im totally excited about that! omg i just realized its friday the 13th! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! well anyways um i guess today i have to clean my room and clean my closet and under the bed! dun dun dun! so thats gonna be torture! and now im almost out of gummi bears! stupid friday the 13th! haha

Midnight blogging 3

well idk what to say so this is gonna be kinda random :).. idk why but i was thinking about this, you know how some people give you hugs but other people just give you like a high five or handshake or something lame!? haha jk but anyway it seems like (for me at least) the people who give me high fives always end up doing some akward high five handshake hug thing. I just thought that was weird and kinda funny lol but anyway haha... ok so I went out to icecream with Catie today that was fun and so was youth group but then again it always is. Except for the fact that this was my last day of JH and im leaving my leaders thats sad :(... um what else is there to say... Well im gonna go on facebook... I think everyone should get a facebook or aim or something because I need people to talk to! Not just at night but all day too!... well ive ran out of random things to say and im bored so adios!

Midnight blogging 2.

Technically its not midnight but oh well. OK so how many people stay up this late or later or at least close to this time? if you do what do you do all night? I'd sleep but I'm not tired so that's why I do these pointless blog post that no one reads.... so me and delanie are starting lip singing again, our last video I already posted. this was Mr lonely and it totally sucked! and now we cant decide on a song to do, so that's what Ive been planning all summer, lame huh? yea i definitely need more friends to hang out with, delanie is the only one i hang out with but she has other friends to. oh and by the way my neighbors hate me so that's why I have no friends besides delanie, yea so that sucks and that's why my summer sucks so far, I need something better to do than writing blog posts no one reads!

The sequel to So Lonely!

yea this one really sucks because its our first lip singing video in a very very long time since I think last summer actually. I tried very very hard to look sad but delanie ruined the moment! Not to mention we saw this one these other girls on youtube did (the same song) and compared to that, this was just flat out horrible!

MIDNIGHT BLOGGING!

So im bored. I'd sleep but im not tired, its past midnight theres nothing to do, I guess I'll start by saying good morning! So let me tell you about my day if anyone reads my blog and actually cares... ok so heads up to all of you I went to the doctor today, Ive been having on and off stomache aches and we went to see what it was. So its not cancer! Thank goodness! but on the down side I have to take a blood test because I might have an ulser. Apparantly ive never had a blood test ever in my life so hopefully I test negative for everything, because positive means I have an ulsar! so that was my day... So people are like omg im so sorry, yea me too, im more worried about the blood test because i hate needles!. Well for one thing its good to see people actually care! What a shock! well im gonna try to find something to make me tired... Goodnight! or should I say good morning!... I'm out!

Poems Written With Only Song titles and lyrics.. Pretty Awesome!!

Without You

Could I have this kiss? Or am I in over my head…
Because you know, whatever it takes I’ll be watching you

Take my hand and lean on me, and then you’ll know how to save a life
In the end, I will always love you
So remember me because it’s not over with you, so don’t say goodbye

And who am I?
I’m just a kid...
Teenage life is so complicated.
But that’s the youth of the nation
So Welcome to my life.
Do you know I can be your hero baby.
I’ll be your guardian angel, and I’ll be there for you
There’s nothing better then when I see you smile
I will be your superman, you can be my kryptonite, my one weakness

So Meet with me, Because im for you
You’ve got me feelin’ so fly
Because without you I have no air
Baby lets take a chance, A chance to love
How can I live without you?

By: Amanda Pirot & Delanie Testerman



Its Over

Its too little to late to apologize
I know your unfaithful
Its tearing up my heart
Its gonna be me, falling inside the black
Lose yourself, Escape, Run away
Through the Boulevard of Broken Dreams

What hurts the most ,here in your arms
Is knowing your not mine
Your killing me softly
How can you say you love me
You cant even look into my eyes
I love you even if you don’t love me


They say that breaking up is hard to do
Leave It up to me
Its overI gave you a chance
I want it that way
So Say Goodbye

By: Amanda Pirot & Delanie Testerman